The Blog Way

Lately, have been too busy and more lazy to post anything here(apart from pictures).. the enthusiasm fades away..and then what you are left with is a blog (and only handful of them to read).. anyways, aftermath results in an intermittent responsibility of owning a blog and updating it(in my case, more for my own sake) this brings me now to a completely altogether different point to contemplate or rather share(caz i have been brooding over it constantly)

SELF.. what is it and how selfish am I or in fact anyone else.

I consider myself to be somewhat like an egotist but the word actually fails to give an exact portrayal of my ideology(but its closest)..for me, its my 'I' that makes me do stuff, to formulate about how and why to be part of things and for that fact i strongly believe that its somewhat the same for all...

being an altruist too is another act to satisfy yourself, to be a part of 'the-greater-good'..for this not being the case it would make us less human..just think over it in this manner - to do some "good" and be indifferent about it !! its like being a robot...but why to feel good for that ?? Because, you know you've done some good to this world.. and that is where the big 'I' comes up.. your 'self'..

and to this i agree being selfish.. in my own terms or rather on my own terms ..

PS - why is it always that what I wrote is a complete mess of what I was thinking..

so, its been long....